i'm not the best,i cant be...
i don't know why,but i just am..
sometimes i really feel like an idiot living in this world..
some insignificant little fly...
buzzing here and there....
so what am i doing here??
had a longg thought on the way home,
looked around,and observed quitely..
people around me looked so happy..
but why cant i feel happy bout myself too??
i don't know why,i just cant.
sometimes i think i love myself,but sometimes i don't..
sometimes i even detest the sight of me....
don't know why,but it just keeps on probbing me..
sometimes i wished i could break free from my body..
perhaps that way,i'm so much better of without this body of mine..
i just hate it so much......

left her thoughts ♥ 4:50:00 PM